I don’t think people realise how hard it is to re-discover the person you were before depression or even try to remember your own personality
I literally do not know who that person is. I cannot remember them ever existing.
difficult but not impossible, remember that
It is clear now but may have been less visible in 1955 that Plato is gay and has a crush on Jim; at the planetarium, he touches his shoulder caressingly…Jim gives Plato a lift home and Plato asks him, “Hey, you want to come home with me? I mean, there’s nobody home at my house, and heck, I’m not tired. Are you?” But Jim glances in the direction of Judy’s house, and then so does Plato, ruefully.